Words

Sometimes people make a comment a gesture without any thought thinking that it wont affect you in any sort of way,if only that was always true it annoying and sad that something that someone says can affect you so much that you cant think of anything else. Its annoying when you cant speak about it as its such a taboo subject .and thinking what you do you know its pathetic you know you shouldn't but oh you just cant help yourself thinking of all the if's buts and maybe's. 
Why you still entertain these thought is beyond you .... but alas there is nothing you can do 
So you feel sorry for yourself for a day or so then you dust your self down and forget about it what other choice do you 
have ? There is nothing you can do you have no contact and thats the best way so listen to a song that cheers you up and
concentrate on what you do have 


oooh what am i supposed to do
when i'm hooked so on you?
then i realise
that you're somebody else's guy


that day in september
i'm sure you can remember
that's when all this stuff hit the fan (that stuff - hit the fan)
you told me a lie
and you didn't have an alibi
but baby yet i still cared


ok maybe thats not the best song but for once music says exactly what you feel 


other songs that describe your life ?

I remember way back, way back when
I said I never wanna see your face again
'Cause you were loving, yes you're loving somebody else
And I knew, oh yes, I knew I couldn't control myself


And now they bring you back into my life again
And so I put on a face just like your friends
But I think you know, oh yes, you know what's going on
'Cause the feelings in me, oh yes, in me are burning strong


But I will never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
I'm standing upright on my own
Love G x 

A Girl should be two things Classy and Fabulous

- Coco Chanel

A night out for my friends birthday in a local night club really made me realize that girls feel that they are in constant competition with each other. 
We don't trust each other we don't particularly like other girls that aren't in our friendship group and even between friendship groups there is always a weaker link always jealousy over something someone has or maybe even who someone has girls will never be happy with what they have maybe its deep within our nature maybe its from when eve took that forbidden bite out of the apple. 
When a random girl shows you an act of kindness you think its strange even if its taking a picture of you in a club you wonder what their ulterior motive is. I think we need to realize that we are all on the same team how can we expect men to treat us nicely if we don't even treat each other nicely. 
We need to stop judging each other , girls should not start fights with other girls and see all other girls as the enemies i am one of the lucky ones i have the best set of friends that i could ask, but like every other girl i am sure i don't always play nice so from this day on its time to be nice to other girls we need to stop being jealous and malicious and start being classy and fabulous just like Coco would have wanted and who are we to argue with such a classy and fabulous lady?


Love G xx

Birthday Festivities

Yesterday it was my birthday I hung one more year on the line i should be depressed.My life's a mess but I'm having a Good time - Paul Simon

Well yesterday was not my birthday but this time last week, I was preparing for my celebrations , as we are always required to be dressed up to the nines on our birthdays i decided to get rid of this convention and chose to the horror of some attendees to have a dress code of fancy dress. The uni students embraced this with ease as every Wednesday is Dress up day. My friends from home however were thrown into a sudden panic. The theme was around the world and we had everyone from Obama to a leprechaun . From the little of the night i remember i'd say i was definitely a mess but i had a good time. 


Onto the actual costumes:


On a Continental flight with a very "senior" flight attendant crew, the pilot said, "Ladies and gentlemen, we've reached cruising altitude and will be turning down the cabin lights. This is for your comfort and to enhance the appearance of your flight attendants."


I can ensure you that with my choice of outfit it would have been completely improved if i were on said plane and the cabin lights were turned down however i was in 'Castle house' in a very classy 'Fever' outfit rather than leave it to your imagination i would like to enclose a photo for my case against the fashion police and show you that it was not all that bad. 

What would a flight attendant be without a captain , due to the minimal effort that boys put into fancy dress said capatain was of the female variety infact she also was 'birthday girl' you may be thinking that is a little late to mentioning that fact but in true spoiled brat style im not a big fan of sharing. 

The girl next to the captain is not Part of gypsy weddings she is in fact from Moulin rouge.

The rest of the Group made a very big effort and here is a picture of all the Girls.

Love G xx