Magic in the world

It all just feels so fake, ya know? This idea that good things happen to good people. That there's magic in the world, and that the meek and the righteous will inherit it. Too many good people suffer for that to be true. Too many prayers go unanswered. And every day it just gets worse. Every day we ignore how truly broken this world is, and we tell ourselves it's all going to be okay. But it's not going to be okay. And once you know that, there's no going back. There's no magic in the world...at least today there isn't.

The above is quoted from Haley James one tree hill . The first time i heard that i was trying to come to terms with my nans death even writing it today seems weird as if seeing it in black and white is some how going against my nan because it makes it real that day the 13th of December there was definitely no magic in the world. Last night being around people that mean so much to me good people who are struggling so hard to come to grips with a tragic act an untimely death. Sunday marks the 10 year anniversary of September 11th there was no magic in the world that day either. 


However gut wrenching the 13th of December and last night were for me and my loved ones. I'm guessing that somewhere in the world there was some magic ! well that is what i'd like to think because to believe that there is no magic in the world would mean a cold hard desolate existence and one i'm not willing to live. So as hard as it seems as as much it hurts my new motto is to always try and see the magic in the world weather its the sun rising on a brand new day , stars sparkling in the nights sky. Happiness in the family home , a laugh instead of a groan. We must all try to find the magic in the world even when like Haley it seems oh so impossible 

My Magic 

Love G x